One thing that's got to be fixed in me is my issue with people thinking they're above me in some way. Like pretentious NYU students that for some reason think that because i sit two inches away from a computer, or pretty much dont partake in self-gloating, that i'm unintelligent, or just people in general...like people who stare and point their nose down....oh, or musicians that are just so much "better" or people that are into obscure music...hmm who else? Or people who think i'm ripe for walking on. And I'm like, aren't we too old to still be picking on and snickering at? Or people that say they've got your back one minute and as soon as shit hits the fan, they hit the road. Or people who just dont know what it means to trully forgive, or trully be sorry, or just trully care. Seesh. These are people i need to try to learn not to dislike and am having a hard time doing so.

Is it a crime that i like to learn and keep modest? I'm like i don't even think about how much more i've accomplished then most people (w or without a disability) when i'm in these situations because there's no pont. I didn't achieve my accomplishments to prove myself to people, I did it because....well, i was bored so i wrote a book. I was interested, so i went to grad school, i was passionate so i started up a band...and now, on every corner I turn, all i see is nose hairs.

This week's goal is to not want to restrain myself from shoving something up the noses, but not having the urge in the first place.

A song about a few different people, and NYU and whatever else is getting me down today.  I killed that Djimbe though
Wore Me Out . mp3
http://www.fileden.com/files/2008/4/26/1884906/wear%20me%20out.mp3